Wednesday, December 30, 2009

MY PRAYER

Dear Lord,
I thank You that You are always with me throughout the year
You never forsake me
You share all my joys and sorrows
It is the end of the year
New year is ahead of me
I declare that the coming year will be a fruitful and prosperous year for me

Dear Lord,
Take the root of negative thoughts out of my mind
I believe that You are working on my weaknesses
To turn my limitations into strengths
Even though things are not going on like I plan
I still choose to trust You
You will lead me to the abundant life that You prepare for me

Dear Lord,
Map out Your plan on me and direct my step
So that whatever I do is in agreement with Your will
I declare that I am talented, blessed, smart,
Equipped with whatever I need
To pursue my dream (also Your dream on me)
I wait with faith and expectancy

Dear Lord,
Thank You for showering me with abundant blessings
Thank You for Your forgiveness and cleansing
Thank You for filling Your peace and joy in me
Thank You for Your guidance
I love You and thank You in everything

In the name of Jesus Christ, Amen

Monday, December 28, 2009

GOOD BYE, MY DARLING DOGGIE


Name: Ah Bi, 啊笨,笨笨 (He is also my brother’s 干弟弟)
Date of birth: Around Nov or Dec in 1996
Date of dead: 28.12.2009

Dear Doggie,
You are our darling since the first time we saw you
You were born at the end of the year
And you left this world at the end of the year too
Moreover, you left on my lunar New Year birthday
I could not stop crying

Dear Doggie
I miss the time I patted your head
I miss the time I bathed you
I miss the time I talked to you
I miss the time I kissed your head
I miss the time I took photo with you
I miss the time you stared at me
I miss the time you sat beside me quietly
I miss the time you knocked on the door whenever there was thunder
I miss the time you played with me
I miss the time you licked my face
I miss the time you pawed me
I miss the time you quarreled with neighbour’s dog
I miss the time you wagged your tail happily when I offered food to you
I miss every moment that we spent together

Dear doggie, may you rest in peace
We love you and miss you
Thanks for staying with us for so long
Thanks for the laughters that you brought to us
Last but not least
Thanks for being our friend, a true friend

Saturday, December 26, 2009

CHRISTMAS

Every year, I yearn for a peaceful Christmas. A warm family get together Christmas dinner attracts me much more than boisterous parties do. I like the romantic and harmony atmosphere of Christmas dinner. No quarrelling and hatred, but laughter and love.

The theme of preaching on Christmas was peace. PEACE, the exact word that impacts me. True peace hails from God, I want it so much. Hustle and bustle life always steals my peace away. Disappointment creeps into my mind when things are not going on well.

I am assured once again, during this special season. The moment I choose Jesus as my Lord and Saviour, I have access to His peace. Thank you Lord, for accomplishing Your salvation plan by sacrifising Jesus Christ, Your only Son, just for us. This is the most precious gift I have ever received in my life.

A peaceful Christmas Dinner, hopefully, next year.



Sunday, December 13, 2009

First Law Of Thermodynamics

The first law of thermodynamics stated that energy can be transformed, but cannot be created or destroyed.
Alternatively, the increase in the internal energy of a system is equal to the amount of energy added by heating the system minus the amount lost as a result of the work done by the system on its surroundings.
(http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/First_law_of_thermodynamics)

Let’s do some mathematics.

Increase energy of a system = Energy added (heating) – Energy lost to surrounding

Here are several forms of energy that exist in our daily life.
Working/Studying performance
Entertainment (Whatever healthy activities that bring happiness)
Stress (The force that poses danger to human if not managed carefully)

Substitute these 3 into the equation.

Working/Studying performance = Entertainment – Stress

Explanation
In order to pursue excellent working/studying performance, we have to make sure that we are in good condition and free from any hazardous elements. Stress could be a driving force for us to move on. Meanwhile, it jeopardises our health if the negative sides of it are not “transformed” (because energy cannot be destroyed). Never underestimate the power of stress, it can be “the straw that broke the camel’s back”. If that is the case, stress could break human’s back. Entertainment comes into play now, an important step in attempting to “transform” stress. Any healthy activities that bring the rapid increase of happy hormones are welcomed. Engaging ourselves in entertainment decreases the stress level to a safety point (this point is varied in each individual).

The above equation makes sense right?

To conclude, a balance must be struck between work/study and play, to offer a good quality of life. Bear in mind that the action of “transforming”stress should not be delayed.

Enjoy your life :-)

Tuesday, December 08, 2009

今晚

又在做音乐治疗了
是的
心情有点低落

心里烦的很
却说不出
也不知要对谁说
从何说起
最后被我收在心底

所以
我选择
睡觉
听音乐
打字说故事

好想听婆婆的声音
打个电话给婆婆
婆婆说不要烦明天的事
这是婆婆的座右铭

也想听听姑姑的声音
和姑姑聊了半小时
姑姑说要保重身体

她们应该不知道
挂断电话之前
我流了几滴眼泪吧

明天
婆婆和姑姑一定会交换我的故事
她们提起我的时候
会是什么表情呢?

今晚
先画上句号
明天的事
明天说吧

Saturday, December 05, 2009

God’s time

God’s plan is always higher than us.

God always assigns the right people,
to help us at the right time,
with the right source.

God’s delay does not mean denial

My hope
My dream
My life

I wish to be there soon.

Patient is genius.
Dear Lord, I trust you.
I wait for the victory
that you have in store for me

Wednesday, December 02, 2009

KI XIAO

The Hokkien dialect→ Ki Xiao (crazy)
Offers a good description of my current feeling
I nearly went Ki Xiao
With all the endless work
That comes one after another
And some unexpected incidents
Which were accounted for my “heart attack”

Top of the list is this one:
Over the weekend
The most “surprising” event took place in my house
I would recognise it as the story of the year
No doubt, it warrants the Oscar Award
Thanks to the “best actress” of the year
Who is responsible to increase my Ki Xiao level
I was so ANGRY, but
I should demonstrate high EQ

Speechless + Fatigue + Stunned
It is not worthwhile to burden myself with negative emotions
That is why I am sitting in front of the laptop
Searching for vocabulary from word bank
To release my repressed emotion
And conducting music therapy to soothe myself

After so many Ki Xiao events
Perhaps I should alter my thinking
All things happen with reasons
The troubles that I see today
Could be the stepping stones
To promote me to a higher level
Characters shaping process might be painful
But it promises a fruitful harvest

Hmmm…I feel better

逃亡

忙和盲,是好朋友,形影不离
每天一起寻找猎物
很不幸的,我被盯上了
它们正努力的啃着我
占据我的时间,是它们的专长
透支我的体力,是它们的爱好
憔悴,疲累,是它们胜利的标记

是时候来场大逃亡
计划着,在月黑风高的夜
躲开忙和盲的监视
然后奔向属于我的自由

从此
每个脚步都是轻盈的
每个笑容都是灿烂的

不过,那一天,会是哪一天呢?

Friday, November 20, 2009

你要我怎么做?

为什么
每次我想靠近你
你就逃开

为什么
当我们的双眼对上时
你迅速转移视线

古人说近水楼台先得月
骗人的
我每天出现在你面前
我们之间根本没有第三者
可我们却没擦出爱的火花

我不相信你对我没感觉
有好几次
你在不远处看我睡着的样子
被我逮到

当初
我不顾家人亲戚朋友的反对
继续和你来往
心里期盼我的热情能溶化你的心

为了搏取你的爱和信任
我豁出去了
无论是天气炎热,或刮风下雨
我都愿意陪你度过

夜深人静时
脑子里装的都是你
在梦里
也能寻见你的倩影

为什么你还不相信我
为什么我的付出无法让你心动
我还有什么地方需要改进
告诉我,我改

你是如此的难以捉摸
我怎么努力都无法解读你的心
外表如此温驯,柔弱的你
骨子里刚硬得很
就算你痛了
我也无法从你外表找到痛的痕迹

其实我每天去烦你
只是想知道你的一切
观察你真实的一面

哦,我亲爱的绵羊
目前的研究已告一段落
过去的就让它过去吧

可是我的上司打算让我们继续合作
到时候求你卸下面具
给我一个机会观察你的习性
好吗?

Monday, November 09, 2009

Time

Oh, time darling
Why you travel in a hurry
I can’t catch up
You slip through my fingers
Even before I notice it

Oh, time darling
Can you sail slower
So that I can
Smell the roses by the roadside
Watch the serene blue sky
Count the stars on a clear night sky
Enjoy the varied nature scenery
Without feeling guilty

Oh, time darling
Please wait for me
Let me feel you
I don’t want to miss the simple yet pretty things in life

Saturday, October 24, 2009

A SIMPLE QUESTION

It is just a simple question
But it has sufficient power
To cause disturbance
Drifts my attention away
My eyes are staring at my work
But my mind is far away
Thinking of the question over and over

Although it is simple
But I do not have the answer for it
Frankly speaking
Each time I confront it
I feel sad
Because behind that question
Lies a sad story

I do not like to answer that simple question
However
I cannot avoid that simple question
At certain time point
People will ask me the same old question
And it takes only within a second
For the reaction of emotional war
To be induced in my mind

Words raise curiosity
And more explanation is needed
Next time
Can I just reply with a smile
To that simple question?

Thursday, October 08, 2009

突然好想念你们

突然好想念
分散在各个角落的你们
那锋利的回忆
像海浪涌上心头
激起浪花
形成粒粒水珠落下
我仿佛从水珠中
看见过去我们一起相处的片段

如果当初花多些时间和你们相处
如果对你们有多一份了解
如果以前懂得珍惜
如果一早就知道分开后很少能相聚
今天那份遗憾与伤感
就不会如此强烈

长大后
终于明白
每个今天是最好的礼物
不希望将来后悔的话
就要认真的过每一天
珍惜身边的人,事,物
因为我们不知道
下一次的相遇
会是什么时候

别再错过了
珍惜当下
以后往回看时
就不会有遗憾

Saturday, October 03, 2009

FEAR

Recently
Nightmares, again
I woke up several times at night
Why
Are there hidden fears
I guess there are
I can’t go on like this
Conquer all kinds of fear
Walk out of faith
Never let fear to hold me back
Direct my mind on positive thinking

“Father in heaven, help me to focus on
Your word which is truth,
that sets me free from fear,
and other factors that shrink me. Amen”

p/s:
After so many nights of nightmares,
finally, I had sweet dream yesterday.
:-)

Sunday, September 27, 2009

INNOCENT

Am I simple?
Am I gullible?
Am I naive?

Being labelled as innocent
What should I response
People around me are worrying about me
For the fear that I will be cheated easily

I used to hate myself, for being innocent
I am so scared
To be hurt

I do not like competition
Unfortunately
In reality, this principle cannot hold true
I know
Breakthrough is a must

In the end, I decide to accept the way I am
Be my true self :-)
While I learn to survive, yet not to hurt the others

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

失眠

失眠的夜好难受
沉寂在心底深处各种各样的思绪
像野兽般挣脱枷锁
陆续地浮上脑海
每一幕足以让我在无奈中窒息
好累,好累
手无寸铁的我
要怎样才能一箭穿心
刺死每只想要吞噬我的野兽
好让它们再也无法威胁我
。。。。。。

突然好希望睡虫对我唱催眠曲
然后轻轻的把我放在摇篮
让微笑伴我静静入梦


Thursday, September 10, 2009

回家记 GOING HOME







Family portrait

Friday, August 28, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MY BELOVED DADDY

My beloved daddy
May you have a blessed birthday
May you embrace joy and peace
Not only on your birthday
But everyday

You raise me up
With your unconditional love
Despite of who I am
No matter I score 100% or 0% in exam
Regardless I am smart or silly
You love me just because I am your daughter

Over the years
You always being supportive
In everything I do
No one understands me better than you do
You never force me to be a doctor, lawyer, engineer……
You give me freedom
Just to be myself

You are always available
When I am sick
When I have performance
When I join competitions
When I cry
When I need a listener
During my convocation
And ……

Although I am a big girl now
You still call me everyday
Or send messages to me before I go to bed
Not because you are strict on me
It is because you want to be connected to my life
My stories always sound interesting to you

I can go anywhere I want
Be with anyone
As long as my safety is guaranteed
Thanks for trusting me

You put my photo in your wallet
And in your handphone
So that you can always see me
Even though I am not around you
Besides, I am in your prayers everyday

Dear Daddy
At the moment
I am not rich enough to buy you big house
All sorts of fancy things
Travel the world with you
But I never give up
I want to make sure I am the best daughter in your heart
Because you mean a lot to me too

How I wish I am able
To eliminate all your sorrows
To take over your burdens
I know it is hard for you
To face all the challenges
Daddy, you are not alone
My supports are always there too

I am proud
To tell the whole world that
I am blessed to be your daughter
Thanks for being my daddy
I love you


Monday, August 17, 2009

OBSERVATION


Observation on sheep is what I am working on now. Sheep are simple, yet complicated. They mask themselves well. Observers have to be observant enough to detect minor changes in sheep behaviour.

The contributing factor which worsens the thing is, I am not OBSERVANT. My surroundings look hopeless and I don’t know the best method to look beyond their masks. Sometimes I wonder if it is God’s intention to train me as an active observer in life, the starting point is sheep pen.

God has His answer for my questions. Below is the summary that I have come out from the articles written by Joel Osteen, a pastor in Lakewood church, US.
“Instead of dwelling on problems, focus on God. God is able to turn the impossible circumstances into possible. Choose to hope even when you are in the midst of trials. Exercise your faith, God is there to pour His endless blessings to you. He wants you to live in victory, in every area of your life.”

Right here, right now, I have to withdraw my attention from the difficulties. Lord, thanks for working on behalf of me behind the scene. Even the situation seems not promising, You are able to make a way out of no way. Amen.

Observation, a highly prized skill, awaits me to master it. It is difficult but it is possible.









Thursday, July 23, 2009

4 SEASONS

Spring, summer, autumn and winter
Each season offers a unique beauty

Four seasons countries

I long to be there
The desire will never vanish

Dance the spring waltz
With flowers blossom everywhere
Birds chirping happily

Enjoy the summer sunshine
Visit the beach
Play with water

Cycle in autumn breeze
Watch the fallen leaves fly
Leave all the worries and burdens behind

Play winter piano pieces
Make snowman
Involve myself in snow war

When will the day be
To put my desire into action?

WHAT HAPPEN ???

Things were not going on well
Nightmares were reluctant to leave
Homo sapiens
are highly complicated

What should I do

To penetrate the thick walls
Which mask their true selves
What should I do
To protect myself

Huge influx of conflicts
Weakened me physically and mentally
And stole my joy away

Fallen into
Realm of depression
Struggling at the edge of fear
Gasping for breath
Crying out loud for help

Suddenly
Someone caught me and lifted me up
Landed on a safe zone
I felt warm and cosy

Then I heard this
“My precious child, fear not
I am always by your side
My grace is sufficient for you
To go through trials and suffering
Darling, I love you.”

Ah, my almighty God !
How could I forget
I can always lean on
My Father in heaven

God gave me a pat on my head
And held me tight
I whispered to God
“Father, I love you too”
Both of us smiled

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

天使

我的天使
虽然没有闪耀的光环
但她的笑容如阳光般灿烂

我的天使
虽然没有一双能乘载我腾空飞翔的翅膀
总有法子让我的心飞上云霄

我的天使
虽然不是身着又滑又亮的白丝绸
每时每刻都散发迷人的气质

我的天使
虽然身在离我六小时飞机航程的国家
总觉得就在身边

我的天使
虽然没有特异功能
有本事触摸我的内心

我的天使
虽然只是在
MSN通过文字和我沟通
总是能明白我字里行间的每个意思

我的天使
虽然无法在我难过时立刻出现
却能让我收起眼泪,再次展现笑容

我的天使
虽然
很忙
可是
一直把我放在心里

我的天使
虽然没给我全世界
给了我以真诚和爱营造的友谊

我的天使
虽然是高贵的
天使
从没嫌弃我这个渺小的凡人

我的天使

谢谢你成为我的天使



p/s:
身边还有好多好多疼我的天使
虽然这里没写你们的故事
可是你们一直在我心里
我没忘记你们哦
也很谢谢你们成为我的天使

Friday, July 03, 2009

SATURDAY

Last Saturday, my cousin and I went to music house.
Music house.

My cousin brought this with her.



Placing her score in this way, because she did not bring her stand.

A closer look to the violin score. Wow!!! Notes were flying up and down.

While my cousin was busy with her violin, I was busy taking some photos around the music house.
Under the sun.

I found out this opposite the music house.
A “cottage” that attracted me, I felt like I was in a village.
Quiet and peace. I could hear birds chirping too.

After that, we went shopping. We bought these, each one costed RM10 only.
Any ideas of what are these?

































The answer is……The smiley faces are cute right?

Look at the grey bedsheet, it belongs to my cousin. I have the same bedsheet too.


Hmmm, simple but sweet Saturday :-)

Friday, June 19, 2009

Blueberry-我舍不得你


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亲爱的蓝,那天你收到录取信,你说星期天必须离开,心里真的很舍不得。从你红肿的双眼可猜到泪水曾流过,我也知道你并不想往那里去,可是你没得选。我也知道你很舍不得离开。

虽然我们从小一起长大,一起玩家家酒,但是我们未曾像现在这样住在一个屋檐下,还成了室友。真感谢你当初愿意收留我,那时我刚毕业。有时候总觉得给你带来了麻烦,真的很抱歉。这一年来,我们一起经历了许多有欢笑声点缀的日子,闹了不少笑话。当中也有些让我们很难过生气的事。我对你的了解,也越来越深。

我们闹了最多笑话的,应该就是你驾驶的事吧。还记得,去年的现在,我陪你驾驶你的新车。我们跟车居然跟丢了,还迷路,兜了很多冤枉路,才成功从加影平安回到沙登。到油站添汽油时,也做了很丢脸的事。现在的你,对驾驶没恐惧感了,你好棒。

我们还一起毕业,一起逛街,一起去玩,一起拍照,一起去教会,一起去看你的演出,一起庆祝生日,一起在家开演唱会(你拉小提琴,草莓弹琴),一起吃饭,一起聊天,一起看戏,一起看卡通,一起听音乐,一起打扫,一起收拾行李,一起看“好料”(我想你应该懂我的意思),一起。。。很多噢,写不完 :-)

还有,我们一起弹钢琴。那天晚上,我告诉你,原来要左右手同时弹琴真的很难。你说没关系,只要多练习,可以做得到。我拿到Canon in D最简单的乐谱,你教我怎么弹,我学了新的和音。后来我们来了个双人弹-你负责右手的主旋律,我负责左手的和音。那一刻,我觉得很温馨。希望有那么一天,我们可以一起正式演奏。

真的很谢谢你,帮我圆了钢琴梦。你是我的第一个钢琴老师。其实钢琴梦一直都系在心里,可是没机会实现。因为你,我有机会学弹钢琴。由于你和草莓常常练习,让我也有份感染陶醉在音乐中的喜悦与满足。也很谢谢草莓,你每次弹琴,我都很享受那悦耳的旋律,然后我的心情都会变得很好。

亲爱的蓝莓,谢谢你那么疼我和照顾我。祝你一路顺风。我们为了实现各自的梦想一起加油。

p/s:
蓝莓(
Blueberry)是我的表姐,草莓(Strawberry)是我的屋友,我是覆盆子(Raspberry)。
还有还有,我的前屋友,她是蔓越桔(
Cranberry)。 这就是我们的Berry家族




Monday, June 15, 2009

BLOG

Blog intrigues me a lot, like a charm, because

It serves as a platform for me
To express my inner thought
And to reveal my mind
So that people around me can know me to a better extend

It functions as updates
To my family and friends
Because the presented works
Are reflective of my recent experiences

It gives me an opportunity
By transforming my thankfulness into words
To convey my deepest gratitude
Only for the ones who deserve my appreciation

Apart from that

Articles presented by friends or other people
No matter jokes, stories, facts, movies, books, music, recipe ……
Like desserts that delight
Never fail to captivate my heart

Immersing myself in others’ stories
And the photos that paint thousand words
Allow me to enter their worlds
And understand them better

Therefore, I like to wander in blogs
Make frequent visit to bookmarked blogs
Hoping to have a crash with surprise
Among the entries
And note down my stories
In my own blog as well

With that
I declare the establishing of my blog
Welcome to my world of words and photos
A place where you and I meet

Do feel free to drop by
And leave your message
Or just a smiley face
If my entries get your attention

It is my pleasure to share my stories with you
May you have a good time reading

Thank you :-)

Anniversary trip - Thrilling but warming

posted in facebook on 8.6.2009 Monday

To all my DEAR COURSEMATES

Before we went to Bukit Cahaya Agriculture Park
I did not know that you all were worrying about me
If I could "survive" at the end of the trip
If I would be scared
If I would faint
If I would fall
And many many if......

No wonder before we departed
When we were about to start
And during the course of the game
You all kept asking me if I were all right
I noticed that you all kept an eye on me
Backed up me at anytime

I was so surprise
When you all told me
"Jia Ying, you are brave.
We are so worried about you actually.
We are glad that you made it"

Only then, a thought knocked on my head
My dear coursemates were having me in their minds
The word "worry" describes it all
Right?

I admit there were times when I scared to death
Screaming at the top of my voice
Breathing deeply in order to stay calm
It was quite embarrassing
When people looking at me
Stuck in the middle of the game

In addition, my stamina was limited
I skipped some parts
All in all
I enjoyed the Skytrex games very very much
What an exciting trip

Most important
I feel warm and touching
You all care about me so much
Wanna say a big THANK YOU
To my dear coursemates
I love you all
Really

To those friends who are not my coursemates
-Adeline, Angel, Jack, and Nicholas
Thanks for joining us
Hope you all join us again


Hugs

TENSION

posted in facebook on 20.3.2009 Friday

Dear friends, this is a poem written by Bill Gates.
It is so meaningful and I would like to share it with you all.
Have it pasted on the door or anywhere that can catch your eyes easily.
Next time when you are about to burst due to tension, rememeber this poem.
Use your heart to grab the massage conveyed by Bill Gate and apply it in daily life.
:-)

The Moment you are in Tension
You will lose your Attention
Then you are in total Confusion
And you will feel Irritation
Then you will spoil personal Relation
Ultimately, you won't get Co - Operation
Then you will make things Complication
Then your blood pressure may raise Caution
And you may have to take Medication
Instead, understand the Situation
And try to think about the Solution
Many problems will be solved by Discussion
This will work out better in your Profession
Don't think it's my free Suggestion
It's only for your Prevention
If you understand my Intention
You will never come again to Tension

- Bill Gates

新年里,我。。。。。。

posted in facebook on 4.2.2009 Wednesday

没有尝过严冬那刺骨的寒冷,怎能体会春天所带来那份雀跃

没有经历过战争,又怎能体会渴望天下太平的那颗心。
这两行字,是某某作者在报章评论版带出的信息。
或许正是因为目前国泰民安的局势,所以渐渐忘了过年的意义,仿佛是为了过年而过年。
原来,在某个角落,有人和我所想的一样,字字句句都是我的心声。

这个新年,我,不晓得为何有种很沉重感觉。
很多时候,过去的点点滴滴一直出现在脑海,画面依旧清晰
我似乎不能接受自己真的长大了。
烦恼有增无减,肩上的重担越来越重,超出了我的负荷。我,很累。
而且,我尽力捕捉短暂的快乐时光及每个值得回忆的镜头,深怕下一秒会失去什么。趁还来得及,我要为自己留下多一点回忆。

快乐的就和大家分享,不快乐的,我把它丢到垃圾桶。那今年新年,我做了什么呢?


爸爸
回家时,我一边和爸爸一起看在大学里拍的照片和录像,一边告诉爸爸最近的点点滴滴。我们也一起听旧曲,有ABBA,THE CARPENTERS,邓丽君,刘文正,陈秋霞等等歌星的歌。我本身比较喜欢英文旧曲。和爸爸听同样的歌,感觉很棒,我仿佛回到爸爸的学生时代。我们都很喜欢ABBA乐团,还互相分享ABBA为何能在乐坛称霸。下次我会为爸爸找更多ABBA乐团的歌。

除夕前一天,我和爸爸一起帮我家那只狗冲凉。爸爸准备了热水,然后我们一把它“骗”到角落,为它洗刷刷。爸爸为狗洗澡就好像为婴儿洗澡,每个动作都很细心。狗狗应该很舒服吧。今年是它待在我家第13年,它陪我长大啊。我爸爸很喜欢狗,只是爸爸没有能力养太多,爸爸认为养我和弟弟比较重要。家人和宠物,爸爸选了家人。

除夕早上,爸爸驾电单车带我去兜风。天啊,我多久没好好看诗巫,诗巫起了很多新住宅区。爸爸说以前他喜欢这样到处转,看看同事,朋友家在哪里,或者只是随意看看,认识新路。爸爸也喜欢这样载着我,和我聊心事。

突然觉得,爸爸身上还有好多未知,等着我发现。换句话说,我似乎不够了解我爸爸。连爸爸喜欢巧克力,也是近几年才知道的。所以,我这个女儿要加把劲,多了解爸爸。

还有个大发现,原来爸爸工作地方电脑的荧幕,以维尼熊当背景。那时,感到很窝心,有几个大男人的电脑荧幕背景会是熊。难怪有人说,女儿是爸爸前世情人。


Madam Kelly
这位就是在毕理学院教我英文的其中一位讲师。我们曾在同一所中学上课,也曾被同一个英文老师和化学老师教过呢。讲师曾说过,第一次看到我时,就好像看到当年的自己。另外,让讲师对我印象深刻的是,有一次我穿着印有维尼熊的衣服去上课,讲师看到了觉得很有亲切感。因为当时讲师的的小儿子才一两岁,讲师有给他“介绍”维尼熊,所以讲师才会多留意我。

初二那天,讲师又约了我一起吃午餐。我们一年多没见面了,我很想念讲师。其实那是讲师的婆家,当天是讲师家族的聚餐,我这个外来人还真有点不好意思。讲师的家婆开玩笑地说我是讲师的干女儿,讲师笑着回答:“算吧”。真的吗?我有听错吗?最后,我找到答案。

和当年一样,讲师煮了面线和福州红糟鸭给我吃。讲师为我拿汤和鸡肉的样子,就像一个妈妈为女儿挑最好的鸡肉。讲师把面线端到我面前,说:“This is the best that I can give,身在外地的人要多吃一点”。吃着面线,同样的感动浮上心头。

接着我们继续聊天,拍照。离开前,讲师给了我一封红包。那个数目,让我很震惊,如果不是家庭成员,不会是那个数目的。这回答了我以上的问题,讲师真的把我当成她家的一份子。很谢谢讲师接纳我,已经很久没有这种归属感。。。


做蛋糕
这是我第一次在家做蛋糕,为了给家人品尝。我的婆婆和姑姑在新年前就听到了我想做蛋糕的风声,也很期待。同时,也为了给我的好朋友们一个惊喜。所以,我只能成功,不许失败。很高兴大家都喜欢我的成品。这蛋糕也是我送给其中一个好友的生日礼物。下一次见面,不知道会是几时,所以才会想要送她这份亲手做的礼物。


喝Red Wine
今年去爸爸的其中一个好友家拜年。这位叔叔看着我长大,常常颖颖前,颖颖后的叫我(颖颖是我的小名,我很喜欢大家这么叫我)。叔叔不知为何给我倒了一杯14%酒精的红酒,笑笑说:“颖颖来,也给你一杯,红酒而已,不会有事的”。爸爸是酒神,可我不是啊。我并非第一次喝酒,但是我不能喝酒精成分太高的酒,我有前科的。前年,我喝了已经稀释的Whisky(41%), 结果出酒疹。 喝了红酒有什么感觉呢?本来我很冷的,变得有点热,脸烧烧的。还好这次没出酒疹啊!


和婆婆拍照
我把毕业袍借回家和婆婆拍照,因为婆婆没出席我的毕业典礼。这是我能力范围能做的。我也不忘了把维尼熊和公公在我七岁时送我的一只小熊加入镜头。手里握着熊心里想,若如果公公也能和我一起拍毕业照那该多好,见证我毕业,公公应该会很开心吧。。。


偶然和幼稚园同学重逢
是这样的,我离开诗巫前,讲师约我一起吃晚餐,同行的有讲师先生爸爸妈妈和表妹。就这么巧,其中一个表妹是我幼稚园同学,名叫卢亿,可是她不记得我了。为了要确定她是否我的同学,我还讲了几个小时候的故事给她听。有个香水的故事,到现在我还记得。卢亿有天通知我,她隔天会将香水粒包好,放在我桌子,等我来上课了就把香水粒收起来。第二天去幼稚园时,还真的收到香水粒呢。世界真是小啊!她送我回家时,我拿幼稚园班级照给她看,我们两个都笑翻天。。。


一边听着Canon in D,一边打着这篇文章,心里百感交集。
炮声响越大,我的心越落寞。
快乐比不快乐多,这就是为什么我总是用尽办法记下每个快乐及感动。
就在我不想长大时,我真的长大了。
把握每个今天,是我唯一能做的。

SPECIAL DONG ZHI

posted in facebook on 22.12.2008 Tuesday


Mission: Make 3 tarts- almond-walnut tart, corn-ham tart and chocolate banana tart

Date: 21.12.2008 Sunday
Time: 11:00am-5:00pm
Venue: Kolej 2 in Universiti Putra Malaysia
Little chef:
1.Gita (she has an oven)
2.You Ping (she has great interest in cooking and reads a lot on cooking)
3.Chia Ying (she likes to bake this & that, but she doesn’t have a chance)
*These 3 ladies share a common thing: they are beginners in making tart.
Consultant: Stephanie Chew, possesses experience in making cookies, cakes and so on.

After weeks of hard work, tension and tiredness overwhelmed me. Therefore, I want to love myself and do something to please myself. Making egg tart was what I had in mind. Actually it was planned in early November. As I was too busy, so I assigned Stephanie and You Ping to work out a plan. This was their assignment.

Prior to making tarts, we had discussion until 2:00am, going through the steps and distributing the task. Stephanie, who acted as our consultant could not join us, so she briefed us during discussion. Each of us was showered with excitement, hoping the very Sunday to arrive soon.

Finally, the day came, we brought what we need to Gita’s room. We were like moving to a new house because there were lots of things. Some incidents happened during tart making. Here are some lessons that I sorted out.

Lessons that we learnt:
~When you cannot change the environment, you have to change yourself and adapt to the
existing condition.
We applied this saying fully. Even though we did not have some apparatus like rolling pad, weighing machine, pot, and so on, we still managed to find substitution.

~Never follow a recipe blindly. It only serves as a general guide line.
We did what is stated in the recipe but it turned out that the flour dough that we had was not enough for 3 tarts. Hence, we excluded chocolate banana tart. Some details might not be cited in the recipe. In the end, we all agreed that practices make perfect. Only after several trials, we will know how to make a delicious tart.

~Complete apparatuses are needed in order to make life easier, especially for beginners.
Although we managed to find substitution, the result that we had was not that outstanding. Pastry making was time consuming also due to some technical problem. Without oven, don’t ever think of making tart. Now the real problem arises, it costs RM1XX (the lowest price), should I get one in order to bake this and that?
Conclusion:
Overall, we managed to “produce” something, the great mission was completed. The products of the day may not be as good as those appear in bakery shop, but still can be eaten. I am happy with You Ping & Stephanie’s assignment, I decided to give them pass with flying colours. All of us enjoyed the tart making session, cheers!
Acknowledgement:
Thanks Gita, for allowing us to use your oven. Thanks for joining us as well in making tart.
Thanks You Ping, for contributing so much effort in performing the “tart project”.
Thanks Stephanie, for giving us advice and suggestions to make our dreams come true.
p/s:

The sunny Sunday afternoon air smelt good, with laughters for the whole afternoon. Nice aroma flying around the room, filled our hearts with joy, satisfaction and happiness.

After refreshing myself in this sweet atmosphere, I restored my energy. Worries and burdens were left far away, I was ready to welcome a new week. Yet, it proved my another theory-when your mood is a bit off, do something that you love to do, then the happiness level will rise to 100%. Trust me, it works.



幸福的味道

posted in facebook on15.12.2009 Monday

上个星期四是公共假期,但我必须待在绵羊屋进行观察。傍晚小休的时侯,我到学生室休息。就在我发呆的当儿,我的一个马来朋友进来学生室拿研究资料,她还给了我一杯杯面。接着我离开学生室帮她找一张光盘,因为她急需一张光盘,她翻遍了橱却找不着。我回来时发现她在小厨房帮我烧热水,泡杯面。我不吃杯面的,可是那瞬间,有股暖流涌进心头,嘴角往上扬,给她会心一笑。杯面吃在嘴里,甜到心坎里。那一天,我,尝到了幸福的味道。这杯幸福杯面勾起我一些在回忆深处里的画面。有很多人,在不同的时间,出现在我生命中,在不同的场合,透过食物,让我品尝幸福的味道。


公公&婆婆

小时候住乡下,在一个叫泗里街的小地方,我是公公和婆婆带大的。乡下那里有鸡和鸭,有好些是进了我肚子的。哈哈。从小到大,疼爱我的公公婆婆总是把他们认为最好的食物给我吃,从来不饿坏我。每逢过年过节,公公婆婆就会在厨房,煮了一道又一道以爱心当调味料的佳肴,我也吃得很开心。公公的拿手菜当中,我最喜欢排骨凤梨,那个味道到现在还一直萦绕着我。每个假期到乡下度假时,公公一定会为我准备排骨凤梨。
后来,公公得了癌症,与世长辞。在公公患病后,有一次,公公还特地蒸蛋糕给我吃,因为公公知道我爱吃蛋糕。我们没有做蛋糕的器材和烤箱,公公是用双手打鸡蛋等等,再放进锅里蒸给我吃。对一个病人来说,我可以理解那有多吃力,我很心疼。可是,公公执意要亲手蒸蛋糕给我吃,希望身体还撑得住时为我做点事。当时,我真的有用心品尝那满溢的幸福。如果时间能倒回,我真的很想为公公下厨,哪怕一次也好。
公公离开后,婆婆还是继续让我品尝很多很多的幸福。每次我探访婆婆,婆婆就会炒她种的青菜,找品质最好的鸡炖给我吃,或者买草蜜,豆浆水,豆沙饼和很多我爱吃的食物。要不然,婆婆就会买有机麦粉,黑枣,红枣等等,托朋友带给在西马的我。我收到食物时,总会下意识的想像婆婆跑了好多家店,选了最好的买给我,然后包好交到朋友手中。谢谢公公婆婆给的爱,当公公婆婆的孙女真的很幸福。


爸爸

家里的伙食是由爸爸包办,每天早上上班前爸爸就会把饭菜煮好。我心疼爸爸辛苦,所以每当假期回家时想帮忙他,接手爸爸准备三餐的工作。可是爸爸说什么都不依我,我只有洗菜,洗碗,把食物端上饭桌的份。难道是因为我这个女儿动作太慢,很难把饭煮熟?还是我的手脚不够灵活,怕我把厨房搞得天翻地覆?错了,我想通了才发现事情是这样的。我上大学之后,只有在假期才有得回家。假期就是爸爸为我下厨的好机会。爸爸希望他亲爱的女儿能吃他亲手煮的食物,如苦瓜,鱼,绿豆汤,米粉,猪肝,各种各样的菇。。。。。。等等。既然不能帮忙下厨,那我就改策略,好比说为爸爸按摩,陪爸爸秉烛夜谈,切水果给爸爸吃等等。真的很谢谢爸爸的这份爱,当爸爸的女儿真的很幸福。


姑姑

今年新年前夕,在古晋待了一天,大姑妈精心为我准备很多以健康为主的食材款待我。原来大姑妈和我一样,讲究健康。这也成为我们的话题,聊也聊不完。大姑妈知道我喜欢吃水果,在我离开古晋前,切了萍果,沾了盐水以防氧化,给我带上巴士。这次还尝到了健康,太幸福了。
我从古晋搭巴士回诗巫。途中经过泗里街时,有小休15分钟,住在泗里街的小姑姑到巴士站来找我。那时是午餐时间,姑姑怕我饿坏,搓了汤圆给我在巴士上吃。为什么是汤圆呢?原因是去年冬至没回家,没机会吃到汤圆,反而吃了两粒鸡蛋,因为正巧去年的冬至也是我农历生日。姑姑听到我的心声,就搓了一盒汤圆给我。在巴士上吃着汤圆,心里甜得很。我又尝到了幸福。当姑姑们的侄女真的很幸福。


生物化学系的同学

有一次住在Bukit Serdang的同学下厨,把我叫去吃晚餐。因为我不能吃黑酱油,所以除了炸鸡,其他的食物都没有黑酱油。看着同学用心准备晚餐,站在厨房门口的我还没吃到食物,就闻到了幸福的味道。我们在地上铺了报纸,把碗盘放在报纸上,然后坐在地上享用晚餐。那一刻,他们给了我家的感觉,大家有说有笑,很温馨。谢谢同学们的体贴和爱心,没有嫌我麻烦。当你们的朋友真的很幸福。
*和生物化学系同学的点点滴滴在这里写不完,有机会再和大家分享。


Madam Kelly

她是我在学院进修英文时其中一位教我英文的讲师,至今依然和她保持联络,而且我们家距离不远。我很喜欢和讲师交流,讲师不只教我英文,也是我的辅导员,在我失意时给我强心剂,也教会我如何面对生活中的挑战。前年新年,我到讲师家拜年时(那时只有我一个客人,因为讲师想把时间留给我一个人,好好和我聊聊),讲师亲自煮绍兴酒面线给我吃,说是要为我补一补。坐在餐桌旁的我望着讲师在厨房的背影,直到讲师把面线放到我面前,心里装满了说不出的感动。那一阵子,我的皮肤不好,讲师也亲自榨蔬菜水果汁给我喝。不论是面线或是蔬菜水果汁,让我尝足了幸福的味道。谢谢讲师的关怀。当讲师的学生真的很幸福。

文萍表姐

现在我和表姐一起住。若表姐有时间,会煮粥给我吃。午餐时间粥一煮好,表姐就会发短信,叫我回家享用。表姐怕我拿太少,常常抢先为我盛好一大碗的粥。我们边吃边聊工作上的事,她讲她的音乐,我说我的绵羊,笑声连连。我们笑得可不小声呢,就像管铉交响乐,时高时低,有时轻轻带过,高潮时突然飙到最高音,不晓得是否有吓坏邻居。表姐煮的粥包含了她的爱心,让我再次舔到幸福。当表姐的表妹真的很幸福。

写了那么多,你,是否也品尝到了我所谓幸福的味道?

其实还有好多好多故事想和大家分享,但是写不完。所以,在这里想谢谢每一位曾经用心为我下厨或大方把食物与我分享的人。谢谢你们的爱心。我会标签每一份幸福,整齐的排列在记忆的柜子,不时不时拿出来重温,然后如法炮制,让身边的人也尝尝幸福的味道。

SOMETHING ABOUT ME

posted in friendster on 23.11.08, Sunday

Animals
~ Always bring laughter to her whenever she observes them
Biochemistry
~ Opens her mind, brings her a good gang of friends and enriches her university life
Canon in D
~ Her favourite music piece, she hopes she can master that piece of music soon
Dance
~ She wants to learn dancing. She loves the feeling of whirling gracefully.
England
~ A place that she wants to visit since she was a little girl
Fruits
~ Fruits are her favourite, absolutely, except honey dew and pineapple
God (Jehovah)
~ Her heaven father, best companion, comforter, provider……
Honey
~ One of a form of addresses she likes. She loves to drink honey too.
I
~ She will introduce herself like this- “I am Ling Chia Ying/ 林佳颖/ 임가영
Jesus
~ Her Saviour
Korean
~ She enjoys every single Korean lesson and experiences the happiness of studying via learning Korean
Lily
~ Her favourite flower, because it is white in colour
Music
~ Provides comfort and brings joy to her every now and then
Nine One One (911- a British band)
~ She never paid attention to English songs until she heard 911’s songs in 1997. From then on she learnt to listen to English songs
Organic chemistry
~ The subject that she did not perform well in the university, and nearly broke her heart
Piano
~ Joy and cheer fill her heart once her fingers run through the keyboard
Questions
~ Life is full of questions; she has been struggling hard to find answers for each question
Rosalinda
~ The first Spanish drama series she watched in year 2002-2003.
Stars
~ She enjoys watching these shining and sparkling things hanging on the clear night sky
Transformation
~ She needs to transform into a tough (able to cope with difficulties in life) and nice lady in order to survive
Universiti Putra Malaysia
~ An important turning point for her, where she starts her new life and becomes mature
Vanilla
~ Besides pandan, this is also her favourite flavour
Winnie the pooh
~ Her favourite cartoon character, the silly old bear captures her heart until now
X’mas
~ A special season that she wishes to celebrate in peace and joy every year
Yoghurt
~ One of the healthy foods that exists on her list of favourite foods
Zip
~ One of her graduation presents is a pink bag made of many zips. Wonderful design…..

CONVOCATION ~ GRADUATION



20th of October, 2008 was my Convocation Day. Before the Big Day, I did not have much expectation about it. I thought it was just a formal scroll receiving ceremony. Anticipation for the Big Day never ceased because I wish to see all my coursemates gather together like before, I really miss them a lot.
Deep inside my heart, I prayed to God to make my Convocation a special one, so that I can remember it for the rest of my life. God did answer my prayer. He worked in a way that I never thought of, there was no sign at all before my Big Day.
On the very Big Day, while I sat inside the grand hall, a sense of achievement rose within me. Three years of hard work was paid off. Finally, I made it. Each scene that I spent with coursemates went through my mind one by one. I felt great to wear the convocation gown and the mortar board. The platinum hood showed my identity also, telling others that I was doing Biochemistry, a course that I am proud of.
There came the surprises. The first incident that happened took place on the stage. Wherever I go, a blur queen like me always fall down, regardless of whatever shoes that I wear. Right on the stage I took a deep breath, kept reminding myself not to fall down in front of VIP, parents and my friends.
The scroll receiving steps should be like this, one should wait at one end of the stage. When one’s name is called, walk towards Pro Canselor who will be standing at the centre of the stage and stop in front of him. Then, bow to Pro Canselor. After that, take another step forward to shake hand with Pro Canselor and receive the scroll. The two steps are marked by two “X” signs on the stage floor.
Guess what did I do? When I heard my name, I stepped out and gave the sweetest smile. Thank God that I did not fall down. However, at the very first step, I shook hand with Pro Canselor. How come the distance was so long and I hardly reached his hand? Then I heard laughter down the stage. Only then I realized I should take one more step forward in order to shake hand. There was no way to hide my embarrassment, I could feel my face was in red and hot. The photographer managed to snap down my embarrassing facial expression. That made my convocation photo a bit different when compared to the others.
The second incident was a true surprise, awaited me outside the grand hall. I was thrown up by my friends from Ikatan Kristian. It scared me to dead initially and I shouted for help. My friends managed to catch me anyway, I did not fall down. Haha. Being thrown up to the air was great after all, I felt like flying and lots of cameras were focusing on me.
Thank God for answering my prayer. Thanks my dear friends for making my Convocation Day a great one. You guys rock. Thanks for attending my Convocation. Thanks for all the wishes and presents. I swear that I will never forget my Convocation Day.
p/s: Graduation does not mean a stop, we all embark on a new journey after this. I look forward to our next gathering.

MUSIC ~ PIANO

posted in friendster on 29.10.2008 Wednesday

Music plays a vital role in my life, I like listening to music, especially soft music. I am not an expert in music world; I don’t know the guide line in commenting a piece of music. However, I never deny the power lies within music.

Music brings happiness, brighten my days and gives great pleasure. Besides that, music heals a broken soul, as described in the lyric of the song – Let the music heal your soul.

When I was in those darkest days, I endured disappointment and sadness. Nobody understands my pain and my feeling. During that critical period, a good friend of mine introduced Canon in D to me, a great piece of music, I have to admit. It provides comfort to me every now and then.

During those days, I listened to Canon in D. It became my second companion after God. Thank God that I walked out of sadness soon, with the help of music. Until now, whenever I feel happy or sad, I listen to Canon in D, the melodic music that I never get sick of.

For this reason, my desire to learn piano grows wild. How I wish one day once my hands touch the piano, I can play the tunes that I like to ease my tension or to make myself happy. While playing, the sound lingering in the air, my tales are told. Those who share the feeling as I do will get the message that I would like to convey via piano sound.

Even though my dream seems hard to achieve, I am still willing to find ways to learn piano. I hope the day will come soon, I can’t wait to play my favourite tune- Canon in D.

小白和小褐 VS 小小的惊心跳胆

posted in friendster on 23.9.2008, Tuesday

最近我在观察绵羊,有两只,都是褐色的,住在绵羊高脚屋的第一栏。我给它们取了名字,脸部比较白的是小白(Whitie),头上有角的是小褐(Brownie)。观察绵羊时看到很多有趣的画面,在绵羊屋也发生了一些事。什么事呢?请往下看吧。

绵羊屋像个小长屋,从前面到后面分成五个栏。每个栏的分界以木板隔开,高度打概有我腰以上,那些木板之间有缝。整间绵羊屋是通风的。有时我会在第二栏观察它们,有时我会进第一栏,和它们有更近的距离。

小白进过手术室, 所以比较怕人;小褐就比较不怕生,很喜欢靠近我。若我在第二栏进行观察,它会走向我,隔着木板缝或抬头看我。它也会尝试把头穿过木板缝,或用脚刮木板,希望能刮落木板,到我那里。以它的力道,木板连摇晃都没有,更别说把木板刮落。哈哈

若我进第一栏和绵羊有近距离接触,小褐就会一直粘着我。食物没吃几口就走来看看我,然后继续吃食物。要不然它就会用头撞我膝盖,跟我玩,或在我小腿磨擦头和身体,可能是因为身体痒吧。我也会拍拍它的头,摸摸它的耳朵和脸,宠宠它,同时和它说很多很多话。它可是很享受的呢。只是,它是否听得懂我对它说什么。

至于小白嘛,它就在远远看着,偶尔会来嗅嗅我,然后又快快走开。小白多半只和小褐玩,它也挺顽皮的,不是轻轻踩小褐,就是咬小褐耳朵。

还记得小白第一天进手术室前,和我一起待在第二栏,而小褐则留在第一栏。两只绵羊虽然被分开,但还能有视线和声音上接触。不过,它们就是不开心,倍感压力。小白还尝试用头撞分界板!这我也能了解,因为它们是群体动物,一分开就会很不安。

由于离手术时间还有段距离,我就坐在地上边等边记录。小白就在不远站着。怎知道我睡着了,在我开眼睛那瞬间,我俩的眼对上了,它在观察我噢。原来身旁有只动物看着我的感觉很好,那种心情很特别,总让我想多疼它们。

跟绵羊相处久了,发现它们不知不觉在我心里占了一席位。天气热时就会担心它们会不会中暑,是否有喝足够的水。若我摸摸它们,感到体温有点高,就怕它们发烧。天气转凉时,我又担心羊毛不够长,无法取暖。下大雨时,那个通风的绵羊屋起不了什保护作用,因为部分雨水会打在它们身上。这时我就希望它们不会伤风感冒。而且每当有人问起我的实验,我总是很愉快地分享绵羊的故事。看来,我爱上了它们啦。

我的讲师有时也会来看绵羊。她听了我所观察的一些绵羊习性,就告诉我绵羊若不怕人,有时就像一只狗。它们会嗅嗅靠近它的人,咬衣服裤子,或往人身上跳。曾经想过,若小褐也进过了手术室,就会像小白一样,对任何人不再热情。到时候,两只绵羊都不跟我玩,怎么办呢?趁目前小褐还没被送进手术室,我努力和它玩,多宠宠它。

在绵羊屋进行观察有苦也有乐。乐的地方就是可以看着我亲爱的绵羊,听听鸟和孔雀叫声。起风时,还可以听到竹叶清脆的磨擦声,和鸟叫声形成优美的旋律。视线放远些还可望到马。运气好的话还会看松鼠在梁上跑过。还有一次捡到一只圆圆的小狗。呵呵。苦的就是热天时很热,我还被晒黑了呢。下雨时我也会被雨水打湿。由于我没小椅子,又不想垫张纸坐下,只好站着观察。

绵羊屋的西北方有棵大树,树下有几张木椅。清洁工人忙完后就会坐在那里休息,谈天。我站在绵羊屋里总引来别人的好奇心,包括那些工人。人们多半都按捺不住然后问我在那里做什么。当然是观察绵羊习性啊。对于我的回答,迎面而来的是惊讶并夹着些许不可思议的表情。嘻嘻,我的实验还真的很“震撼人心”啊。

起初是感到有些不好意思让工人远远看着,但发生了一件事,让我不再这么想。昨天小白又被送进手术室,所以我留下来观察小褐。除了以上提到的动物,绵羊屋还有蚊子苍蝇,各种颜色及大小的虫,以及。。。。。。蛇。在观察的当儿,我看到类似铁线的东西悬挂在篱笆上。看清楚点,那橙黄色的东西居然会动,吓坏我了,不是蛇还能是什么。我赶紧摇手麻烦工人来,工人靠近时找不着它,大概逃走了吧。他们还问我是否看错,天啊,我看到它会动才求救啊。

问了一番后,他们才相信。原来那条蛇常在那里出没,小小只的它(我尾指般的直径及周长)是不会咬人。对我来说小蛇和大蛇一样危险。一边跟工人讲蛇,一边洗手,转过头因为看到大蜜蜂喊了一声,好大声。我吓坏的滑稽样让工人笑弯了腰,还被他们骗蛇可能躲在我书包。连我都觉得小褐也笑我又喊又跳的。真的丢脸丢到家,又吓破胆。

还好当时工人就在附近,不然我真不知该怎么办。还有我的绵羊,是否会被蛇咬。唉,看到这里,你是否觉得我很没用。一只小蛇也能让我慌了手脚,闹笑话。但这些都是我回忆的一部分,或许很久以后连我自己都会笑自己吧。

ANIMAL

posted in friendster on 27.8.2008 Wednesday

拥有生物化学的背景,却在兽医系当RA, 是我从未想过的事。全新的环境,全新的体验,我得适应这全新的生活。无可否认,起初是有点辛苦,若不是强忍着,眼泪几乎掉下来。过了些日子,我开始喜欢在兽医系的日子。我跟着一个很好很好的讲师做实验,她从不给我压力,让我有很大的学习空间。况且,我所涉及的实验是动物习性,不必待在实验室,这点让我很满意。

我常常去动物栏那里看马,狗,猫,羊和熊。偶尔也会看到牛,但是我比较怕牛,所以只要远远看到它我都会走开。我并没有很喜欢动物,却也不讨厌动物,只要不咬我就好。可能小时候家里不准养动物,所以久了也不会争取养宠物的机会,压抑了我喜欢动物的那一面我却不知道吧。家里现在有只狗,是弟弟养的。

兽医系那里有两只住了很久的猫,每天都在病房外出现。有时经过那里就会跟它们玩,搔痒它们的脖子。只要对其中一只好一点,另一只就会想办法撒娇来引我注意。猫咪是会吃醋的,哈哈。

到了病房外,我偶尔会隔着窗看入院的猫和狗。曾经看过有两只带伤的猫想尽办法要打开铁笼的门,样子非常滑稽。它们知道门闩在什么方向,但门闩向外,它们是无法伸出手来开门。逃跑的计划当然失败。病猫病狗多半都不理会人,可能是有病不舒服的关系。从它们的表情可看得出它们很忧郁,真让人心疼。

有次到马栏那里,看到一只马站着,就挥手要它走向我。它好听话,立刻走向我。隔着围栏摸到它的身体,但总摸不到它的耳朵,手怎么伸长都没用。它似乎能感应我在想什么,向我多走几步,好乖的马。原来马的耳朵摸起来是那么的舒服,边摸着耳朵边跟它说话,不晓得它是否听得懂。

可是我忘了问工作人员它的名字,也忘了记下它的特征,方便以后认得它。后来我再到马栏那里时,没法子找它。每只马都长得很像啊。怎么办呢?嘻嘻,无论我看到哪只就努力挥手,希望它让我摸耳朵。每次都摸不到,还被人看到我滑稽的样子,很丢脸。

看到这些动物就让我想起家里和邻居家的狗。每当我开后门喂狗吃东西时,隔壁的大小狗就会排排坐在篱笆,摇着尾巴看我,期待我分些食物给它们。若我有多余的食物,我一定不吝奢。有时没办法分,看着它们期待的眼神,一直跟它们说对不起,心里很不是滋味。

自家的狗很让隔壁的狗抓狂。它喜欢把食物移到篱笆旁,让邻居的狗直流口水。它们对着自家狗吠,自家狗就不高兴,也吠回它们。结果两家的狗开战,就是因为这种无聊事。我家的狗也真是的,对方只能吠,根本无法撞破篱笆抢它食物。唉,家教失败啊。

突然又想到一件事。中五时家里设陷阱抓到一只又肥又大的黑老鼠,它长得可爱,就求家人给我养。它的名字是“朋友”,我的生肖是鼠,所以它是我朋友。是不是觉得我很小孩子气。

朋友的到来刚好是在中五会考期间,照顾朋友的工作自然就落在我弟弟身上。我还被弟弟骂没有尽主人的责任,是我要让朋友待着,而弟弟却是劳心劳力看顾朋友的人。唉,现在想想他说得没错。看别人养动物很有趣,自己养就不好玩。

朋友在我家好吃但没有好住。由于邻居的猫每天都在老鼠笼外挑战它,它得承受精神上的压力,提心吊胆的过日子。其实猫咬不到朋友啦,可朋友就是害怕啊!结果朋友逐渐消瘦,最后死了。我也不想让这种悲剧发生。

看着动物总让我心情好起来。不管它们是否听得明白人的语言,我还是努力跟它们说话。这些动物小插曲让我在兽医系的这段日子过的很快乐,不知在看着这篇文章的你是否有同感呢?

BIOCHEMISTRY

posted in friendster on 26.6.2008 Thursday

B - Brilliant
I - Illustrious
O - Open-minded
C - Creative
H - Harmony
E - Excellent
M - Mature
I - Ingenious
S - Success
T - Team work
R - Radiant
Y - Yare
To my dearest coursemates~
I am so glad that in one of the intersection of my life, I met you all. We come from different states, possess different family backgrounds, different talents, different characters, different ambitions, and so many other differences. Yet, our chemistries match so much; it is amazing that we get along so well.
I am blessed to have you all around. You all are my angels. I love to hang out with you guys, and I really enjoy your companion a lot. I miss you guys so much. I miss the good old days that we spent together.
Thanks for taking good care of me. Thanks for adding sweetness and happiness to my life. Thanks for enriching my university life. I will treasure our friendship forever.

Before Chinese New Year

posted in friendster on 31.1 2008 Thursday

In the blink of an eye, I am in the final semester.
It is the end of January, but it seems that last semester break was just ended yesterday.
Another happy and big season is coming.
I should be showered with joys but I feel lost and attacked by unexplainable fear.

After this holiday, time will pass even faster.
The arrival of final exam and thesis last draft marks the end of university life.
What should I do after this? Will I go far in life? What kind of people will I meet? There are so many questions spinning in my head.

If I were given a wish, I hope there would be another 3 years for me to enjoy university life.
To me, it is a place to widen my scope of life and to cope with different kinds of people.
It is an unlimited horizon to explore and grab the essence of lectures.
That is the best part of my life.

I know I should be brave and take the challenges.
Therefore, I will not give up.
I survive by the quote that a lecturer shared with us before- “It is difficult but it is possible”.

To tell the truth, I am so proud to have a gang of coursemates who are kind, helpful, caring and willing to share.
They enrich my university life and I am so glad to have them around.
We go through joys and tears together; I will keep every moment in my memory box forever.
When I look back, I never regret taking biochemistry as my major in UPM.
One thing for sure, I will not forget you all, my dear coursemates……

May our friendship lasts long……
May you all have a blessed new year……

开学

posted in friendster on 24.12.2007 Monday

假期结束了,可是我的心情有点复杂。
假期里我并没好好休息。
大部分的时间都在那个又冷又偏僻的实验室度过,进行一些很考功夫的实验。
只要一不留神,就会毁了实验。
也不知什么原因,我和同学养的细胞居然死了。
因为细菌感染?营养不足?停电?还是不够爱心?
真正的原因还在调查当中。
起初我们这一群同学还因为不能接受事实,而去度假来平抚难过的心情。
后来,我们也没什么感觉了。
不是因为我们不在乎,而是因为我们尽力了。
不过,因为有朋友们的陪伴,在实验室里也没那么闷。
仔细想想,以后应该不会再有这种机会,和一群好友进行实验吧。
毕业后我会很怀念这段日子的。
开课了,学长养的新细胞应该可以用了吧。
希望这次所有实验能尽快完成。
也希望细胞能健康长大,毕竟我们想要写毕业论文还是需要它。
同学们,一起加油!

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